Sort of conflicted
Jan. 5th, 2012 03:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jennythereaderI go in for my Attention Deficit Disorder testing tonight.
I'm really not sure what result I'm hoping for.
If I come up positive, that means I have an explanation for why I haven't been able to put my talents and gifts to better use over the years and maybe a way to do something about it. But it also means that my brain, the part of myself I've always been most proud of, has something intrinsically wrong with the way it functions.
On the other hand, if the results are negative it's proof that my brain isn't broken (that way at least). Instead, it leaves me as just a general screw-up.
I'm really not sure what result I'm hoping for.
If I come up positive, that means I have an explanation for why I haven't been able to put my talents and gifts to better use over the years and maybe a way to do something about it. But it also means that my brain, the part of myself I've always been most proud of, has something intrinsically wrong with the way it functions.
On the other hand, if the results are negative it's proof that my brain isn't broken (that way at least). Instead, it leaves me as just a general screw-up.
