Sigh...

[jennythereader]

I can't help but feel slightly paranoid when I hear stifled/muffled laughter near me.

I really thought that by 11+ years out of high school I would have been able to lose some of those behaviors & thought patterns which were survival traits then, but shouldn't be needed in the real world.

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[dwarven-brewer.livejournal.com]

(un)Fortunately survival traits like that take a good long time to remove them. It took me a long time to eliminate those same reactions. And I still get occassional 'twitches' of the same.

[jennythe-reader.livejournal.com]

These days it's only a strong feeling when I'm already feeling self-conscious about something.

For example, the recent changes to my hairstyle.